Have you ever felt like every single person in your life was mad at you? And maybe had reasons to be? I'm not sure if this is normal.
I don't spend enough time with one person.
I missed another's birthday dinner.
I am choosing work over being with these people.
I am quitting and not being faithful to a commitment I (apparently) made with this person.
I am not committing enough to these people.
I'm rejecting this peron.
It seems like lately I've been forced to make a lot of decisions. In all of them I've been highly confused/stressed and all of them have made certain people mad at me. I've realized how much I think about other people when making decisions. "Oh no, I can't... so and so will be _______."
I wonder... is God putting me in these situations for me to stop people pleasing? To start caring about what He thinks and just that?
|I'm in the back! Looking cool... ;)|
|Playing soccer with my youth group last Sunday...|
one of the tough "decisions" I am trying to currently make!