"So you lie in your bed and you won't let the morning come in..."
"Your life is not what you thought it would be..."
"Lift up your head; help is on the way and it won't pass you by...
You just gotta reach out a hand" ("Breaking You" by Audrey Assad)
Making a goal list was not a good idea. I haven't even done one thing. "That at which we should aim is, then not to impose a lot of things on ourselves, as good as they may seem... Rather, we must try to discover the disposition of our soul, the profound attitude of our heart and the spiritual conditions that permit God to act in us..." (Searching for and Maintaining Peace by Fr. J. Philippe, p.4)